June 21, 2021

...(book review) misfortune by wesley stace

Lord Loveall, heretofore heirless lord of the sprawling Love Hall, is the richest man in England. He arrives home one morning with the most unusual package - a baby that he presents as the inheritor to the family name and fortune. In honour of his beloved sister, who died young, Loveall names the baby Rose. The household, relieved at the continuation of the Loveall line, ignores the fact that this Rose has a thorn...that she is, in fact, a boy.

Rose grows up with the two servant children who are her only friends, blissfully unaware of her own gender, casually hitting boundaries at Love Hall's yearly cricket game and learning to shave as she continues to wear more and more elaborate dresses. Until, of course, the fateful day when Rose's world comes crashing down around her, and she is banished from Love Hall as an impostor by those who would claim her place as heir.

MISFORTUNE by Wesley Stace
Published: 2005
Genre: Gothic Fiction, Phycological Fiction
My rating: 3.5 stars ⭐

This was certainly an interesting book to read during Pride Month. The cover and the concept intrigued me, knowing an unusual exploration of gender and sexuality was inevitable within its pages - a foundling, discovered by a wealthy Lord, raised as a girl at his behest. The child knowing no different except for the sense of having a secret she doesn't understand.
Had this been a modern day setting, I would find it unconvincing that any child could go through the earlier years of life without discovering the "obvious" difference between girls/boys in some way or another. However, being set in the 1800s, this is entirely plausible. Heading into the Victorian era, gender was strictly confined to boxes. Women were expected to be pure in both appearance and behaviour, whilst men were expected to appear "manly" - facial hair for example, began to be considered a strong sign of manhood, and those without were often not viewed as "man enough". Knowing this I found it interesting that Rose is depicted with a moustache on the cover of the book.

There's a certain chapter after Rose's gender reveal in Misfortune, where she struggles to determine her place and fit into one box or another. She's a boy that feels like a girl and this she explains by describing the impracticalities of wardrobe in relational to each gender. Men's clothing being too tight and revealing in comparison to the billowing skirts worn by women in the 1800s that better concealed her anatomy, and not supportive enough in other places in comparison to corsets. Just a single struggle and adjustment amongst many.

What follows is a naturally confused journey of self discovery and identity that I felt turned this book to a coming of age story to a certain degree. Most of the book is narrated by Rose herself, though it intermittently switches to her adoptive mother's journal entries, which she relies upon to check her version of events has been remembered correctly. She herself admits that her recollection of things will be forever differentiated in her mind as 'before' and 'after' with no obvious timeline along the way.

I enjoyed many aspects of this book, however, I did feel that there were certain moments that were rushed though and others that could have been condensed. The ending, for example, was too convenient for my liking, and the section of the book I disliked the most. 
Part 1 of the book (approximately 71 pages) was arguably my favourite section, archiving how Rose came into Lord Loveall's charge from a 'voice of god' narrative. I loved the young character of Pharaoh and eagerly awaited a reappearance for the rest of the book. 

Overall, I felt this was a complex, engaging gothic fiction, exploring transvestism, sexual repression, and social repression and so much more!

Let me know if you've read, or plan on reading this book!
Happy reading, 

Zuzu 🖋

June 14, 2021

...ingredients to soothe the mind and the madness

It's only been a couple of weeks since I blogged, and yet I feel as rusty as an old key trying to open the lock to creativity. I think it's jammed tight!

In lieu of creativity, I usually offer my latest book review, or some reading recommendations - but alas, my reading progress has been grinding slow so far this month. What can I say? The tentative return to normality has claimed what was left of my mind and scrambled it beyond retrieval or hope of coherent thought. 

Anyone else just a tad overwhelmed by life getting back to normal? Show of hands in the comments! I'm certain it's not just me.

And so, through lack of creativity, I've decided to share some of my summer home-comforts and current favourites to soothe the mind and the madness in case you desire the benefits of my latest goodies!

Number one:
'Wizard's Tower' candle from Into the Realm Candle company. These are Fantasy inspired vegan candles and wax melts I found on Etsy. I treated myself to a few scents but this was by far my favourite. What I love about the creator is her passion. It shows in her descriptions of each product, where she quite literally sets the scene for her scents. This one is a violety wizard's potion wafting down the spiral staircase of a tower. 
I swear I'm not doing her candles justice! Check them out for reassurance: Into The Realm Candle Company
I change my candles up seasonally and I'm loving these as we head into summer.

Number two:
Netflix's 'Sweet Tooth'. Maybe I'm detaching myself from our world's slow recovery from a pandemic by watching a fantastical world recover from a pandemic...even slower...I'm not sure there's any sort of logic behind that thought process so don't try to follow it through, but I'm enjoying the series for a bit of escapism.

Number three:
WORK! The novelty of work after a stagnant, workless year has not yet worn off. I only wish there was more of it about to be seized, not only in my industry, but in so many others! I just want abundance for all, is that too much to ask?

Number four:
Raspberry Sorbet. My marginally healthier alternative to actual Ice Cream - or at least it would be if I wasn't devouring whole tubs at a time! I recommend SimplyIceCream's sorbet in particular - yum yum yum!

Number five:
Agnes Obel's album, Aventine. Thank you dad for always introducing me to good music! You are the cool one in the family, I concede. Too bad you don't read my blogs so you'll never know...

Number six:
Be you a crystal lover for their appearance or their properties, I recommend Marie's Crystal Healing Bags for all your crystal needs and desires! I recently commissioned a bespoke bracelet from her to help with stress, and in particular a stress related skin irritation. I'm in love with the result which amazingly incorporates Sapphire, Amethyst, Adventurine and Lepidolite to assist with Stress, Anxiety, Calming Irritation, Anxiety, Self Love and honestly so much more!
The hippy in me is crying with joy!

Number seven:
Historical Fiction. I know I said I've not been reading much recently, but of the books I have read, the majority have been in the Historical Fiction genre. Current read is Misfortune by Wesley Stace. It's turning out to be the perfect book for Pride Month, which was a happy coincidence as it was simply a book I picked up in a second hand book store and knew nothing about! I swear, best way to buy books! You find some gems!


Let me know one of your current favourites in the comments below, or something that's restored your sanity in this strangely paced world right now!
I wish upon you all the chameleon-like ability to seamlessly adapt to all changes, past and future, that might come our way!

Zuzu 🖋

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